2 in one

New year!! No resolutions for me this year, I stopped hoping na tatangkad at papayat pa ko.. hehe joke lang, syempre meron.. I wouldn’t wait na mag new year bago ko mag evaluate sa sarili ko.. I have the whole year to change or do whatever.. Ayaw ko na new year ko lang pag-iisipan ang mga gusto ko baguhin sa buhay at sarili ko.. ok n b un? May isa pa pla, ndi na ko magiging maingay ever, kakalma at ngigniti ngiti na lang ako.. sana makaya ko.. may isa pa pla, ndi ko na papakialaman c gretel, for survival na lang talaga sya.. ndi rude ung gagawin ko, precautionary measure un.. hehe

Sana magkaron ako ng magandang trabaho, Para sa kin after my 4th year in college, my mom’s responsibility to provide for me stops and my responsibility as a daughter begins..
I want my mom to retire this year, she deserves more than what she’s getting now.. Convincing her to retire is a hard battle to win pero that’s a different story na.. She deserves a vacation and a comfortable life without her working her butt off..I promised her a vacation after my first year at work..basta, everytime na aalis kmi laging sya ang gumagastos at alam ko shopaholic ang mama ko before my dad left so ibabalik ko sya sa pagiging shopaholic nya, hehe.. basta pampering to the max ang gusto ko.

Random thought: Ate map give me a year at dadalaw ako dyan, I promised mama na I-ttreat ko sya ng isang bakasyon e, ako ang magbabayad ng buo, niloloko kc nya ko na malamang issubsudize pa rin daw nya un.. basta nxt summer dyan kami, mag-iipon ako.. Lord bigyan nyo po ako ng magandang job, pls po.

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no progress sa thesis ko.. independence to the nth level kmi sa thesis advisers namin nina rocker at netnet, which is both good and bad...
seperation anxiety... again..
in the span of 2 weeks, my blockmates and i had 2 "parties" (aj's then josh' haus) which turned more into a showdown between rocker and kae kung cno ang mas madaming mainom, cool cla malasing.. as in masaya cla at malutong magmura.
i love my block, theyre good friends (with one exception, of course); we can talk about anything under the sun, from silly stuff to life-changing topics..
ang pinagsisishan ko, bat ngaun lang kmi nagkaganito? eversince naman we know that we can have fun pero wala lang talagang nagyaya, we know that there's something special sa min, sayang ung panahon.. (ang drama)basta they're the bunch na i'm proud na nakilala ko and i hope that the bond stays even after we leave school.. weird, i miss them already, at iniisip ko pa lang to..